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DAYS AND NIGHTS OF LOVE AND WAR by Eduardo
Galeano New Foreword by Sandra Cisneros All material copyright © 2000 by Monthly Review Press |
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But I Prefer the Radiance of People (p.59) · 1 · "I don't want every Cuban to wish he were a Rockefeller," he said. Socialism had meaning to the extent that it purified people, moved them beyond egoism, saved them from competition and greed. He told me that when he was president of the central bank he had signed the bills with the word "Che" to poke fun, and he told me that money, that shit-awful fetish, should be ugly. Che Guevara gave himself away, like everyone does, through his eyes. I remember that clean, morning-fresh look: the look of people who believe. · 2 · He was not a man to sit behind a desk. That feline tension so noticeable when I interviewed him in mid-1964 had to explode sooner or later. His was the unusual case of someone who abandons a revolution which he and a handful of crazy people had already made, to throw himself into beginning another one. He lived not for triumph, but for strugglethe ever necessary struggle for human dignity. · 3 · For a long time I looked at his smileironic and tender at the same timeand bits of that 1964 dialogue came to my mind. Definitions of the world ("Some people possess the truth, but the matter of life is possessed by others"), of revolution ("Cuba will never be a showcase of socialism, but rather a living example"), and of himself ("I have been mistaken often, but I believe "). I thought, "He has failed. He is dead." And I thought, "He will never fail. He will never die," and with my eyes fixed on the face of that Jesus Christ of the Río de la Plata I longed to congratulate him. * * * A half-million Uruguayans outside their country. A million Paraguayans, half a million Chileans. The boats depart full of young people fleeing from prison, the grave, or hunger. To be alive is a risk; to think, a sin; to eat, a miracle. But how many people are in exile within the borders of their own country? What statistic records those condemned to resignation and silence? Is not the crime of hope worse than the crime of the people? The dictatorship is an infamous pattern: a machine that makes you deaf and dumb, incapable of hearing, impotent when you speak and blind to that which you are not allowed to observe. The first person killed by torture triggered a national scandal in Brazil in 1964. The tenth person to die of torture barely made the papers. Number fifty was accepted as "normal." The machine teaches you to accept horror as you accept the cold of winter. * * * Juan Rulfo said what he had to say in a few pages, all bone and meat, with no fat, and then he kept quiet. In 1974, in Buenos Aires, Rulfo told me he didn't have time to write as he'd like to, due to his workload as a civil servant. In order to have time he needed a leave of absence, and you had to ask doctors for the leave. And you can't, Rulfo explained, go to the doctor and explain, "I feel sad," because doctors don't give leaves for that. If you have any technical comments or suggestions, about this web site, please send e-mail to Our Webmaster at mrwebmaster@monthlyreview.org. |
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